After high school I took some time off and waited tables. I then went to hair school. It was perfect. A school where I was learning exactly what I wanted to learn. Fast forward to a few years go when I was just a full time stay at home mom, I realized the importance of an education. I was looking for jobs and everyone loved my experience but “you have no education.”

So here I am. In my 3rd year of a 4 year process. And I have lost all steam. I hate it. I dread it. I procrastinate it. I am the least proactive student alive. And this week it all came to a head…

As of yesterday….I AM ON ACADEMIC PROBATION. What the fuck, right??? I have never been in trouble! Never even sent to detention in school and now I am on god damn probation???!!!!

I have to write a letter to the Dean. Explain why I am so shitty and give him my plan on turning this around. Ugh, what the hell. School sucks. I am busy. I am not interested and after a full day of waiting on everyone hand and foot the last fucking thing I want to do is study Business Fucking Statistics……

So that’s it. It was proven this week that I am not super women. I can’t do it all. I can’t take on anymore. All I can do is try….and be shitty!